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The Dying Bride
The dying Bride Get the inspiration from a gothic band called my dying bride, I'm interest to using dying bride as title of this page. I feel it sound gothic but yet also romantic, two combinations I really love. The Dying Bride … check it out!!! Marriage is every girls dream … Every girls dream is every guys nightmare!
Part I Guy Make their own nightmare
Its true marriage is every girls dream but most of guys get us wrong, they think if we get close then there is always be a tendency to have intention for planning of a marriage. Some of guys have silly narrow-minded mentality by judge every girl as wedding planners. Its too early to judge us like that. are you sure you are the dream guy I wanted to spend the rest of my life with? Don’t forget we’re living in the 21st century, not much girls still want to get marry before reach 20 years old. And I'm a kind of girl who wants to gain my goals before I finally devoted my life for my family. I'm still under 20 and there are many things I haven’t done. I must finish my study and I want to be a carrier woman, I haven’t made my parent feel proud of me. I want to do something for my parent, to make them happy. I know they feel happy from everything I do as long as its good for me and give benefit for my life. but at least I want them to see me as a success person, without them I'm nothing. So marriage still far from my mind. It’s the guy who created the nightmare cause they are blinded with their own perception. Actually the idea of marriage is inside the guys mind, who should be called as the wedding planners then???
Part II who needs boyfriend anyway
Many people told me to have bf. I often hear this kind of word, get a bf it would change your life. but what a boyfriend for? to add more problem in my life? oh no thank you, I already have my own problem and I don’t need anyone I own my problem and I don’t need anyone, I own me, myself and I. They say boyfriend-girlfriend is a way to know each other better, well many couples spending so many years but if they are not created to live together in the end they would broke up. and what will they get from this? Its good if they can learn from this thing but mostly it just left big pain and memory and so on. Some people not believing in love anymore after get broken heart. Sometimes when we are in love we are saying something like “I promise I will never leave you, I will always love you, I love you til I die, I would die for you and bla bla bla” It just like we forgot the existence of God, only God knows what will happen in the future, only God knows who is your destiny and only For God you must die. maybe we are not serious in saying that words and just to impressed our beloved one, but when its related to God there is nothing called unserious or just to impressing! When we make a promise, whatever the promise is, God is the WITNESS. So beware of what you saying!!!
Part III Commitment
I don’t have boyfriend and I'm still too young to get married. I enjoy myself as a single girl. I still love to be free and I'm not ready yet to be tied with a commitment such as a girlfriend or a married woman. I think its my time to explore the world alone. I'm a young lady who likes challenge and adventures so its better for me to stay alone in this time cause there are so many things I want to do, I need to gain my goals before I finally devoted my life for my family. For me, family is number one while carrier and all other thing just number 2..3..4..5.. But for now my number one priority is study then be a carrier woman, then so on. Well why should I tied myself with a commitment now where later after I get married I will devote my life for my family. Study now, love latter. Why should I wasting my time now with someone I'm not certainly know whether he is my true love or not where later at the right ti,e I’ll get all the love that I crave from my special one. True love til the rest of my life. Having lover is not wrong but for myself I don’t need anyone in this time. I don’t have to feel worry cause God will send me the man I belong. Someday the time will surely come.
Part IV When to get Marry???
I'm loyal to special one even God haven’t send him to me, maybe he is near me but God haven’t show who is my beloved one. I believe God will give me the best man in my life. to know who is he and to understand each other not always by having boyfriend. Of course I will not marry a man I just meet 1 minute ago without know how is his faith in God, how is his personality, when we love someone we must love that person cause of God. I believe God has make a way to meet my beloved one someday!
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