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Eiffel Im In Love
Eiffel I'm in love
Love is a subject we could never get enough to talking about. In this page I will try to describe what is love for me, my first love and also I will write my point of view about long distance relationship.
* How do you define love.
Love is ….. i read somewhere someone posted msg that he doesn't believe in love. I don’t know how do you define love. Maybe you created a very perfect image about love and you get really shocked cause the love you get is far from the love you always imagine. And this make you believe love is not exist. For me, love is a sacred feeling God created for us but love is also kind of exam to test how big is our faith in God. Will we still believe God’s plan if we lost the person we love, it’s not because God hates us but ‘cause God knows what the best for us, only God knows, maybe he is not good for me or maybe I'm not good for him. Don’t we believe that God already created a special one for our life, you belong to him, he belong to you, no matter how far the distance, no matter how big the wall that separated you both, you will meet your destiny by God’s power and nothing, there is nothing can against God. Always remember that! If we love someone because of God, in God’s way, so we believe God has plan for each of us and whatever happen this is the best for all of us. But if we just following our passion and desire, we’ll never feel satisfied and maybe you will say something like nothing hurt more than love. I'm not forcing anybody to believe in love, each of us have our own description about love and have our own way to find love. This is what I feel about love and I'm doing fine with this way. So Good luck for you with your own way, maybe love is not exist from your sight but love is exist for me cause I believe God gave me this feeling not for nothing. No, I don’t mean to preach to you but this is what I say to myself when I questioned myself why do we love a person we cant be together, why do I have to lost the person I love, why do I have to fall in love at the wrong situation, why it’s all happen to me? I believe if my beloved one is my destiny we will get through the hardest situation, not because the power of love but the power of God in the love that HE gave to us. Maybe God not allowed us to reach our dream now cause God has other plan for us, if you are my only one in my life we will be together but if we are not for each other I believe God always give the best in our life.
* First love
Love needs process and each guy who touches my heart gave me a lesson to learn. With this one I learn how to increased my faith, with that one I learn how to strengthen my spirit and with other I learn another thing. Each guy gave me special moment I cant find from the one and its like step to finding the true love. I start to change my point of view about the definition of love not because of a guy changed me but its by time. As I said before its all about process to developed my heart and mind. So if anyone ask me, when do you think you have found love and who is your first love. My answer gonna be: Everytime I have relationship with guy, it just like I'm in love from the first time, open new page with a new sight. For me true love is not the guy I cant live without or give me best moment in life but true love is the one God created to me as my companion for all the rest of my life, I belong to him and he belongs to me. I don’t know who is he but time will answer it. God will bring us together at the right time. I never had boyfriend before but I ever get close with some guys it just like a relation without commitment as lover, but a process to know each other without being bf-gf cause bf-gf relationship related expressing feeling I mean kissing touching hugging etc, maybe some people think I'm retarded still with the old tradition but for me relationship without commitment as lover is much better cause I don’t want to be blinded with passion and desire. Who needs boyfriend anyway … I have my soulmate somewhere, somehow we will meet someday.
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