Welcome To My World a step closer to my heaven
The Real Me
Name
: Sharine
Sleman
Address : JAVA
Gender
: female
Age :too old to live too young to die
Occupation
: pharmacy student
Hobby
: Reading and music
Favorite
food : Not
Specific
Favorite drink : Avocado Juice
Favorite
movie : Horror!!!
Favorite
book : Cirque du
Freak, The Vampire assistant, Jurassic Park, Harry Potters
I
hate
: Smoke, alcohol, drugs, racism,
I
love
: peace, freedom, music,
Description : height 165cm, weight 47kg. brown black hair, Green eyes with contact lenses :P
I’m a simple and ordinary girl.
You may call me Sharine, age just the matter of number but simply im too old to live but too young to die. i work as human in a great company called earth.
My Status: Engaged with my death
Many people think im such as a perfectionist person that i want everything is perfect but actually im not like that. well of course in my life i try so hard to get the best and im not easy to give up but i realize im only human and have restricted power that sometimes the thing didn't work as the way i want. I believe whatever I get this is the best thing God gives to me. Im not the perfectionist who can not accept failure or not tolerated other's mistake.
Mysterious Girl
Some of friends say im a typically mysterious person. i think its because they don`t know me better. I`m being open minded with people but i build wall inside of me for some reasons cause i think it's normal for me to have privacy that not all people may enter it. Sometimes I need space for my own in one word i would describe myself as COMPLICATED.
The Innocent
Most of my friends describe me as an innocent girl. i dont understand how they describe me like this. i just being normal, be myself when i talk to people, i dont have intention to make myself look innocent in front of people. if the definition of innocent related to nice or kind heart personality i think it's too early to judge me like that cause i could be so dangerous as a little devil when someone treat me wrong. i treat all my friend the same whether i just know a minute ago or have been known since years ago. friend is friend and how im treating myself is essentially how im treating myself but if you dare to treat me bad, dont regret if i revenge you and your whole family for all the rest of your life!!!
Favorite Music :
My favorite singer/band:
I've just notice that dooms and gothic song is very fantastic. It's like I'm burning into the music. The lyrics is very great ... that's very me!
Muse, Nirvana, Linkin Park, Puddle Of Mud, The Rasmus, Hoobastank, Simple Plan, Silverchair, Sum-41, Crazy Town, Nickelback, Blink 182, No Doubt, Limp Bizkit , The Calling , Audio Slave , Evanescence, Incubus, Dishwalla, 3 Doors Down , Direct, Green Day, Seether, SR-71, Radiohead, The Splender, Blue October, Maroon 5, Creed, etc.
Laura Pausini, Celine Dion, Anggun, Jessica Simpson, Beyonce Knowles, Michelle Branch Delta Goodreem, Brian Mc Fadden , Martina Mc Bridge, Dido, Vitamin c , Christina Aquilera, S Club 7, 6th pence none the richer, Tony Braxton, Chante Moore, Sinead O Connor, Coco Lee, J-Lo, Bryan Adams, Sarah Connor, Sarah Brightman, Richard Cociante, Jewel, Mariah Carey, LeAnn Rimes, Joe McIntyre, Dj Sammy, Daniel Beddingfield, etc.
Maya Nasry (First time I heard her song "Khalleeni Bil Jaw" in Beirut Music Cafe I felt like the song hypnotist me cause it was really great. Plus she was singing without music. Now and then this song became my favorite song. The lyric is very touching ...)
I gave you all that I have, Don't say maybe, what's wrong with you, What's make you happy, Stay cool and let me know everything ...
You ... who your mind flies, flies in fantasy
If you just forget a little about yesterday, everything would work, let me hear your words, talk to me with your look, from one look I swear I understand,
You say you're coming with words in your eyes.
I hear another story and the dreams lost, I know your news, don't hide your secret, That's not your thoughts, I know what the situation ...
I make this site as a contemplation of my past, to find out who I really am and why I’m here. You can read that represent me as I was and whom I am. I want to take more time and see what else I came with, just because it’s fun and I have the luxuries of doing it. I don’t know what will you think about my coverage of life, maybe you won’t pay any attention but maybe you will laugh or maybe you will say it’s a diary of sick person. But I don’t really care what people say and I don’t want you to feel sorry for me cause I don’t need a pity, I just wanted to speak out my mind. I’m writing this because I want to do something before I’m on my own way.
“We Cannot Do All Great Things But We Can Do Small Thing With Great Love”
I
know I'm not the only one in this world who have problem with life, that’s why
I would like to share it and I do hope somebody could learn something by my
story and do not do the same mistake as I did. What I did in my past was totally
wrong and stupid but I cannot turn back the time to change what has happen. All
I can do just take it as a lesson and try not to make the same mistake as
before. Based on a true story, hope you will not get bored with this one. But
before I continue let me introduce myself to you.
About
Me:
I'm just a girl, simple and ordinary girl who sees life as a short trip that we should use this short time by doing something worth in life before we have to leave this world and back to God.
“The Final goals of man’s life are not social but spiritual”
I
was born in the middle night of 10 September. This year my age is 20 but
sometimes the way I am doesn’t show as a 20 years old girl (depend on the way
you look at me).
I love reading and listening music, but I like browsing and chatting to spending my free time. I like all kind of music; music is universal and one of ways to express what’s been spinning around my mind.
Dear Goodbye
. In memoriam of the person I loved. May God Bless You. Rest In Peace!
I think everyone has their own story whether for other people it would look so dramatic, pathetic or whatever. Maybe it sound weird for other but I don't care of what people say. I'm enough with everything. I loved him but I know we could never be together, maybe not in this life. I'm not ready yet to have a relation in my real life~! Not now ... it's still too early, well ... but it don't mean I close my heart from love.
No Me Ames ...
A song from Jennifer Lopez feat Marc Anthony. It's very touching, specially the video clip.
What I think about relationship on the net: I know there is pro and cons about relation on the net, some say it's a stupid thing and not real but some other said it might be work out but for me relation on the net is a fun. It's pretty cool, just like having relation with Casper (the ghost!) just can feel it but can't see.
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